hest-life.

before my batt runs out (56% now)...

i didn't just watch 2012 today or yesterday, so this will not be about the movie. I have been reading many short articles on the harm that we are causing our environment. Urbanisation seems like a really horrible and cruel thing to me. o.o I mean, green rivers because of algae growing?! Red rivers because of chemical spill?! Omgoodness, it seems really life-threatening and serious, yet no one seems to be taking any actions to stop them. How and why can that happened?! The least the govt of that country can do is to enforce rules and regulations or fines to factories that release such chemicals. I really cannot just sit and watch. I think other than global warming, our next biggest issue is really pollution. It isn't only the water pollution, it is also the air, land and noise pollution.

I thought that it was really magnanimous of Mother earth to be throwing us with all the disasters only now. It seems to me that we deserve this kind of treatment from her...>< Maybe in 2012, it's doomsday.:S

lol. today was seriously a once-in-a-life-time experience. o.o when we arrived at sembawang park, it started to rain. the poor maid was carrying TWO BOXES of ice while my uncle just walked empty-handed. he even expected her to carry her own umbrella. o.o how to lah. i was nice =D haha i sheltered her all the way. lolx. it was really rather amzing to see that my god-mother's family gt the shelter up with a groundsheet and a long branch. it was a good shelter i thought, at least the pit was dry, and we are almost dry... i seriously thought that today's bbq was going to be a nice and really gd one, with all the stingrays and prawns and all that...BUT it was freaking goodness raining.

with the ground sheet above us, i thought that we could start our bbq as per normal. but as time passes, the rain gets heavier. it wasn't only the rain, the wind was also stronger. and omg, the ground sheet had HOLES!. hazel was all wet....>< and i seriously cannot bear to see her wet, so i sheltered her. in the end, i was wet. o.o hayden was seriously hopeless. he didn't understand our situation well enough and keep screaming. tell me, which p2 boy will scream at the slightest thing. or rather at nth >< urgh. i tried handling the umbrellas...>< but the wind was so strong that my beautiful green one was flipped upside down like so many times. totally had to turned around to flip it back o.o it was rather hilarious. every was flustered. the wind was so strong. all of us were pulling onto the groundsheet. while holding two umbrellas i seriously thought that i would be blown away. fine i know im heavy but omg the possibility was high o.o we started to ferry ppl back to the car. first it was the two kids. luckily they were gone when the ground sheet finally gave way lol rather horrible. but it was totally an experience. i have never felt such strong wind in singapore. and the worse thing was, the rain/wind was only at the pit, as we walked to the car, there was totally no rain and wind at all. can you believe it?! we were totally like idiots in the area...when we walked away from it like five metres, everything is back to normal o.o this is seriously weird weather. i was totally soaked from head to toe.

we ended up bbq-ing at the void deck of san yi's house o.o but it was fun lah haha. the food was good....esp the prawns =D and otah haha. love bbq. it is the time for me to understand my cousins much more...catch up with them...and stay relavant to the world =D haha. didn't know that growing up together really means understanding each other. haha i could totally recognise jeryl's baby's photo and he could also identify my baby photo. =D thank you. haha

it's been really long since i last talked/saw kim >< rmb the moon, kim?? rmb you said you wonder who will ask me to slp early, rest well and eat right...haha w/o you didn't eat. haha miss ya.

was at the lab till 10pm. didn't eat till ten since 11am o.o almost 12 hours LOL! damn hungry lah. finished a bowl of noodle in 5mins. >< haha and really don't know why we were rushing so much...haha saw deborah. haha from rj one. haha it was so freaking goodness random. i turned and wondered who was looking for prof lai so late at night...den deborah was there. HAHA. prof lai was stun that we knew each other. haha guess...my social circle is rather big...

oh well. haha gotten continue srp o.o

today's the start of the a star attachment. but im not in it. instead im in the nus lab....>< for srp. well im glad that i finish my logbk. well not say finish but at least i finish till today. yuppx. kim in china. sebas in china. joey in china. yi ming in china. sunzhe and xiaohui also in china. at least i know zongguo haven't go back yet. =.= haiz. why so many ppl in china !!! i also wanna go overseas...>< but well im stuck here in singapore in the lab of nus. =.= haha. but well left one expt for sequencing then im done. i hope. but the question is now when can i do that expt bleah. i haven't started on hwk yet except for maths....ahhh. screwing gp up. ><

using my actual computer (instead of my laptop), so typting on this keyboard is really a little more rough. ms ong just msged us saying that we didn't get into the next round of bio olympiad. even though didn't get it...i really thought that sitting a paper that is 3.5 hours long with 200 questions with damn difficult question was an experience lol. was totally feeling dizzy when i came out. it would really be a miracle if i manged to break through or anything. at least now i know fate is sane =D

anyhow, went to bodyworld today. at first at the lecture, i tot that the exhibits would b really a little gross. but as i look at the real exhibits (not the photos) i reall thought that it is really very fascinating. all parts of our body...the muscles, the skeletons, the veins and arteries, the heart, the bone....everything really look OMG LOL wonderful i thought. it was like taking apart my own body to see the things that compose it. LOL sounds rather weird that i take fancy to such thigns but i think...that the exhibits are really wonderful. =) really have to thank those people who agreed and volunteered their body for such plastination...for us (students) to see. for those who haven't got a chance to go see, really must go see. it is definitely sth that is different from photos. =) i thought that the different expressions by the foetus were really cool....really must acknowledge that they are all different babies...so they will have different expressions. =)

Even though we all look different, we are all actually the same. we are made up of the same organs and same parts. every one look essentially the same. without our skin, i don't think we can easily differentiate one from another. the different pose done up was also really artistic and creative. i think i really learnt a lot from this. it is amazing how science has progressed to allow us to have such an exhibition. =)

finished brave new world (i know it's a little too late to read it now). i tot the whole story ended really amazingly. at least i understood the plot much better than i did for 1984. it really makes me question that are we really willing to give so much just for stability. it may be everything...but is it really so? it is really kinda scary thinking that our socieiy is progressing towards such a utopia society...is it really sth that we want. where we replace high art with sensual organs and feelings because that is the basis of the appreciation of high art, where we create a caste society so that everyone has a role to play, wheere we condition everyone to like the society that they are living in. no doubt there will be less pain, unhappiness, unstaisfaction...everything will seem perfect. and so the world will be peaceful. but there is always another way of looking at it. it is against our morals, our dignity as a human being, our human rights. we all have a right to choose. we may be put into an delta...but why can't that same person be an alpha. we are essentially depriving that person from the chance of being an alpha. what gives us the right to play god and change the mentality of a person since it started to take on a life form. these are moral dilemmas that our world will have to face. troubling stuffs...that set me headaches.

i just finish another book titled brothers. it is a fiction. a novel. which i tot the ending was really horrible....but still realistic. and there isn't much morals and thinkings to be done after reading it. but the initial plot was really intereesting. =)

oh well maths. haha