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really into old buildings now. esp after the trip down to ura. lolx  conservation projects are so exciting. the feeling of digging into the past is so fulfiling. the knowledge and beauty that singapore contain just sprung up in front of me. omg. its wonderful~ =D i love our pw proj...but i don't know if my other team mates think alike. i like the fact that we can walk singapore for this proj. go explore the streets of singapore that is so well known to tourists yet locals like my age group ppl rarely goes there. its really a pity. but nvm at least i have the chance to now. what i need is time. i hope i have time to though...

got back two papers. really not very happy with both. careless, din answer the question. im like wth hester lau how can you actually do this!? >< i will and want to do better the next time. thank you xiuhan for listening and advising. thank you chloe for being there. really appreciated it. and thank you sb for letting me know that such a person exist on earth. o.o

life will still go own. i believe. i shall want to remain optimistic while i do my srp. love all those who care! =D

urgh. im feeling really really really horrible now. >< really don't know what to do. everything just clashes. my supposed early days aren't early anymore. >< i can't schedule everything tgt. im really worry i can't do well for srp. its my h3 now i nid to do well or else i think i will regret horribly. >< but i can't even make it down to the lab regularly. >< im kinda regretting it. i know i shouldn't regret. but urgh its horrible horrible horrible. ><><>< i wanna run just run run run

yoz. lolx today was damn slpy. i can't get used to the sch system of getting up at 6 every morn >< which is really bad. i had a hard time waking up both yesterday and today. which is bad >< been going down to nus these two days. i think it is really sucky...dreading that route to nus. bleah. =/ i hate the jam. urgh

anyway today was rather hurt....am i being too sensitive or is it logical for me to feel hurt? isn't it normal for you to call your friend when it is time for lsn? apparently today i was left there in the lib alone when someone obviously know that i was there in the lib....and i was late for bio for about 15 mins. i was really a little stun that no one informed me...though we were sitting different tables isn't it basic courtesy to inform each other. aren't we classmates? or am i the octracised one? it was really hurtful to know this..

had two mtgs after sch today. stayed in sch till five bleah >< guess beeleng was rather mad at me for reaching nus so late. oh wells. have to do eom >< don't even have the articles yet ahhh

i don't really feel like blogging. i just want to thank jiamin and zhiying for always being there when i need someone. when im feeling down. thanks for supporting me. you help is greatly appreciated. =) today's iceskating was really wonderful. it is a sense of accomplishment to be able to skate in an hours learning. thank you so much for those who were there and who helped me overcome my fear. thank you

i also want to thank deb and kat for yesterday's sharon's bhq. thank you for accompanying me even though your frens are there. really thank you very much. not forgetting preston chris and kk for coming so that i had company =) and also charmaine jiawei and chloe for replying my msgs and ensuring that i was entertained to a certain extent ;) thank you. and sharon you were really pretty =) sweet sixteen!

shall emo my night away with frankenstein. omg!

YAY! ITS OVER! +D

anyway bio paper...I HAD STOMACHACHE! omg it was horrible so the whole paper went past very quickly because of that stomachache....then it was over i was fine! =D lolx. guess its exam stress. oh wells.

after that helped peien in the distribution of the council candidates pen portraits...then went to eat lunch with peien and munmun. =) at long john. haha. really really missed eating long john. =) went back home...change. told file. went to nus. wanted to go to the library to borrow a novel to read...(yes i know...exams over and im back in the library?!) but din havee chance to because i was late for srp. omg!

rushed off to nus. and started work. it was damn irritating when my data was different from beeleng's urgh. wanted to leave at five thirty for class bbq. in the end had to wait for prof lai till 6.30...>< then talk talk talk tilll about 7 0.0 but anyway was quite amazed by her erm....view on h1n1. it gave me a new perspective. i did read economists that sae that every year there are millions of ppl dying from flu. and this is incomparable to the current 180 ppl who died. so why the big fuss about h1n1. then prof lai explained that it was due to politics....parents. lolx and the irony why sch has to be closed but ayg still carries on. (yay singapore gt at least one gold medal!) lolx. and it was quite amazing how we changed the topics....HAHA

anyway went to class bbq. lolx it was record number of ppl at a class gathering XD 12 out of 20 ppl. lolx but it still seemed like there are very few ppl...>< but lolx it was fun lah. too much food (as usual) then we were playing zhong ji mi ma to get rid of the food. though in the end i think we still left quite a lot....>< oh wells. and qinhui has a funny way of cooking satay. and practically everything else. he adds honey to EVERYTHING! LOL the food just tastes sweet. not that i m not in for sweet things but well...too much honey is really somethings weird....LOL and den the best part came. lolx we were talking about scary movies. then charmaine mentioned that she watched the omen...i rmb that time she wanted me to watch with her but i was erm...not prepared to watch a scary movie. lolx so i rmb her telling me that she went to watch with eileen. yueting and peixian rmbed the same thing, it was eileen who went to watch it with her. but you know what?! she kept remembering it was yeejin that she went to watch it with. LOL it was damn funny because omen=scary and now charmaine cannot rmb who she watched it with = spooky. LOL and i had to call eileen to ask her who she watched omen with LOL sorrie eileen...i was laughing too hard on the phone. but OMG it was damn damn damn damn damn damn funny. i was totally laughing till i can roll on the floor. my stomach contracted so much that it hurts. LOL i haven't laugh like this since don't know when. i only rmb that whenever im with charmaine...such things will happen. LOL i still rmb that time yr2 we ran from home econs rm back to class...then it was recess. so charmaine said she was hungry and thus we were running to grab our stuffs so that we won't have a shorter recess....so we were running so fast (apparently) that we couldn't hear what each other was saying. so i kept hearing weird stuffs that she said that don't sum up at all. LOL and in the end we laughed at the corridor for about ten mins. LOL it was shorter lunch. and omg it was horrible i was sitting on the floor lauhing AND crying LOL qinhui did walk past and asked what happened i rmb. lolx!

there are many funny stuffs that we experience tgt. lolx i rmb there was another one we were at the kampong classroom. lolx then we were sitting tgt. it was a lsn. then SUDDENLY! we heard a loud erm sound. then i suggested that it was a monster, we were all in his stomach. lolx so the sound came from the monster. then as we were talking there was another sound. sounds like someone stomach so we concluded it was the monter's stomach. lolx! it was so funny we were laughing for two days on that matter. HAHAH in the end we still don't knkow where the sound came from. but haha thank you charmaine. life is interesting because of you =)

i was so keen on watching a midnight movie yesterday, and since no one wanted to watch it with me i dragged my parents to the cinema +) and guess what? TRANSFORMERS! +D haha it was really really a very nice movie. i love the plot, the animation, and the fact that it is a balance of all elements like romance, action and lessons. lolx i thought it was really good. i was totally absorbed into watching the show that i totally forgot about the time. the fact that was one plus and i was still all wide awake. lolx mummy fell aslp. LOL and she was rather proud of that -.- LOL but omg it was really really really good. like good. lolx like really good. five stars!

then im back at home. and slpt at 3am =) lolx and i woke up at 745am today. aren't i just amazing? LOL

going to sharon's party later. know that preston will definitely crash...LOL another bbq! +D